pressure

under pressure... by queen. that song has been stuck in my head all morning. seriously, i can't get rid of it. so instead of focusing on the important things at the moment and figuring things out, i'm singing, sat on a fence but it don't work, keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn why, why, why? love love love love love. insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking, can't we give ourselves one more chance? why can't we give love that one more chance? ...under pressure... under pressure...

unbelievable. i'm going crazy. i feel like the whole world is throwing things at me left and right. and i'm too stressed and can't find my focus enough to figure out where i need to start. how do i decide what is the most important and what comes first? good question, shan.

maybe it doesn't matter? perhaps, wherever i start will suffice, i just need to start, and pray for help. yes, that sounds like a good plan. now, where to start...